I have at last managed to start the work that I should have started about a month ago. Am probably still going to get into crap, because it should have been just about done by now. But at least I have broken the paralysis once. So tomorrow it shouldn't need heroic measures like staying up all night drinking, in order to carry on.
Otherwise: boring miserable, irritable. Yell at dogs and achieve nothing constructive. Scared of everything about life. Funnily enough, not much about death is frightening at all....
About Me
- jcat
- South Africa
- Fat, forty-plus, single and boring. I work part-time in IT, and part-time as a wildlife rehabilitator. Mostly, I guess, what I work at is surviving Bipolar. Type II, which means I never get to go out being wild and maxing out the credit cards -instead I seem to be living in a smaller and smaller circle of depression. One day, if I get lucky, I'll disappear into myself - meantime, it's just trying to get through now. With a lot of help...
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gimme toys... more...more...and another one!
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1 comment:
Yay!!! I am so glad you managed to take the first step. You will do a great job. I know it.
...aqua
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