catharsis?

about the only good thing about a huge collapse like yesterday's is that it leaves me too drained to get upset about anything for the next few days. Doesn't solve anything though, and doesn't answer any of the questions I have either.

If this carries on, I guess that I will have to try raise some of them with him, which will be just about impossible. Firstly because I am a wuss, and secondly because he is really good at not talking about things if he doesn't want to, and I can't see him wanting to talk much about emotions or the ethics of affairs.

At the moment though, I just don't want to take the chance of losing what I have by trying to find out more. Not yet....