Wednesday, April 2, 2008

hey-y-y

- what can I say? I feel alive for the first time in so very long. I'm not accomplishing much apart from work and training and spending time with the dude. But I wake up in the mornings, and my first blurry thought isn't 'oh fuck I wish I hadn't woken up..'. That is just so, so amazing - even if I don't get much done, it is just so, so good to not being doing it anyway!

so it's either the Tofranil or the dude...either way, it's awesome

2 comments:

Aqua said...

Jcat...I am so happy for you. I am feeling the same way right now...alive and full of energy. Thank god for both of us and I hope it continues.
...aqua

BPD in OKC said...

I'm glad you're feeling alive. That's a great feeling.... much better than the depressed feeling I have every day when I awake.