- what can I say? I feel alive for the first time in so very long. I'm not accomplishing much apart from work and training and spending time with the dude. But I wake up in the mornings, and my first blurry thought isn't 'oh fuck I wish I hadn't woken up..'. That is just so, so amazing - even if I don't get much done, it is just so, so good to not being doing it anyway!
so it's either the Tofranil or the dude...either way, it's awesome