Wednesday, April 2, 2008


- what can I say? I feel alive for the first time in so very long. I'm not accomplishing much apart from work and training and spending time with the dude. But I wake up in the mornings, and my first blurry thought isn't 'oh fuck I wish I hadn't woken up..'. That is just so, so amazing - even if I don't get much done, it is just so, so good to not being doing it anyway!

so it's either the Tofranil or the dude...either way, it's awesome


Aqua said...

Jcat...I am so happy for you. I am feeling the same way right now...alive and full of energy. Thank god for both of us and I hope it continues.

BPD in OKC said...

I'm glad you're feeling alive. That's a great feeling.... much better than the depressed feeling I have every day when I awake.