- what can I say? I feel alive for the first time in so very long. I'm not accomplishing much apart from work and training and spending time with the dude. But I wake up in the mornings, and my first blurry thought isn't 'oh fuck I wish I hadn't woken up..'. That is just so, so amazing - even if I don't get much done, it is just so, so good to not being doing it anyway!
so it's either the Tofranil or the dude...either way, it's awesome
About Me
- jcat
- South Africa
- Fat, forty-plus, single and boring. I work part-time in IT, and part-time as a wildlife rehabilitator. Mostly, I guess, what I work at is surviving Bipolar. Type II, which means I never get to go out being wild and maxing out the credit cards -instead I seem to be living in a smaller and smaller circle of depression. One day, if I get lucky, I'll disappear into myself - meantime, it's just trying to get through now. With a lot of help...
widget baby
gimme toys... more...more...and another one!
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2 comments:
Jcat...I am so happy for you. I am feeling the same way right now...alive and full of energy. Thank god for both of us and I hope it continues.
...aqua
I'm glad you're feeling alive. That's a great feeling.... much better than the depressed feeling I have every day when I awake.
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